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| Thu, 02-12-2004 - 5:04pm |
Hi, I met this guy on tha internet a lil while ago and we talked alot, after tha first night of talkin he told me he really liked me and it was cool. We've had times where we've sat here and talked for 8 hrs straight...don't ask how cuz I have no idea...one day I asked him how did he have time to sit here n talk to me b/c he's really busy, that's the first time he told me he loves me. After that he asked me out and I said yes. I really love him but it's kinda weird caring and loving someone so much when ya don't really know em. We talk everynight. He's told me that he's scared of losin me and he said he doesn't want tha love that he feels me to ever end and I feel tha same way about him. I've had dreams about us and we were older and livin together, and I woke up and rolled over and was watchin tha waves roll in from tha ocean and then he put his arm around me n told me how much he loved me and I told him I loved him to, then he got up n took a shower, then I was sittin on tha sink w/ my legs wrapped around him and I was shavin his beard etc. Then he picked me up and took me to our room and layed me on tha bed and then I woke up. What do you think about this? Am I setting myself up to be hurt? Do you think I should end this? I really don't know what to do b/c I love him and he has my heart.He said he's gonna try to come see me this summer for my bday. I have moments where i get really depressed b/c I'm so scared somethin is gonna go wrong and I'm gonna lose him. I've never felt this way about anyone.

And by the way, the is spelled with an E.
No, it's not.
So go ahead and meet him. The strong attraction you feel for each other is based only phone conversations and Internet messages. Maybe the attraction will continue, once you meet, and maybe it will not. Just look at it as an opportunity to meet someone nice... not someone to love.