h called, he wants me back!!!
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h called, he wants me back!!!
| Tue, 02-24-2004 - 2:49pm |
this started sat. when he came to pick up our daughter. he kept asking me to hang out w/him. to come over and watch movies. it was hard to say no but i did. i'm okay until he does this. now he jusy called me at work. third time today saying he has thought about me all day and all night last night. how he can't live w/o me and he just wants me back. i don't know i guess i feel sorry for him. i want to let him down gently. let him know there is no chance in he** i'll let myself be abused by him any longer. should i even want to be this nice to him??
i'm doing so good w/o him. i have my house and my kids and he is alone and not able to care of himself. he's already falling behind on his bills and all he has is himself and our (now his) dog. i guess now he sees how much i really did do and how much i did take care of. i know my porblems aren't as bad as some of you on here. i'm fortinate enough to have gotten out w/what i have w/o losing all i gained. but, inside i'm a wreck. i don't want him back. i don't want to hear his excuses. i just want to move on w/my life w/o feeling sorry for him. after all he did to me why do i feel sorry for him??? why do i feel as if i owe him something?? as if it's my job to be nice to him? am i still scared of him in some weird kind of way? b/c i don't feel scared. i know this is a phase. should i just lay it all out there and feel bad about it later or think my words through and pick them wisely. i just don't want him to do anything stupid, to me or himself.
i'm doing so good w/o him. i have my house and my kids and he is alone and not able to care of himself. he's already falling behind on his bills and all he has is himself and our (now his) dog. i guess now he sees how much i really did do and how much i did take care of. i know my porblems aren't as bad as some of you on here. i'm fortinate enough to have gotten out w/what i have w/o losing all i gained. but, inside i'm a wreck. i don't want him back. i don't want to hear his excuses. i just want to move on w/my life w/o feeling sorry for him. after all he did to me why do i feel sorry for him??? why do i feel as if i owe him something?? as if it's my job to be nice to him? am i still scared of him in some weird kind of way? b/c i don't feel scared. i know this is a phase. should i just lay it all out there and feel bad about it later or think my words through and pick them wisely. i just don't want him to do anything stupid, to me or himself.
thanks,
melissa

Melissa Darlin, dont fall his tactics.
thanks again,
melissa
Sarah
Never sacrifice your happiness - you are never alone.
Keep looking up^, Susan.