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| Tue, 03-02-2004 - 8:56am |
This is exactly why you need to go through with the filing today - you know deep down it will never get better and you'll never be happy. These are your own words . . .
"after 15 years of hating this, 4 attempts at marriage counseling, 1 Retrouvaille weekend, and countless hours of talking with no resolution. And yet I don't hate him....but I don't love him either. I just want him out of my day to day life."
You are being a good mother by getting a job and getting your kids out of this situation.
Jackie

Thank you so much for your kind words.....right now, I'm shaking, nervous and scared and keep thinking "what the HECK am I doing????". But for so many years, fear kept me here...not fear of physical harm but fear of the unknown, thinking that I can't do it, that I'm going to screw up the kids...all of which my husband has fed into. I've got a knot in my stomach but I'm trying to push through it and not let fear dictate to me....I just hope that I don't regret this.....
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