feeling down..........
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feeling down..........
| Mon, 03-15-2004 - 8:29am |
i don't know what is wrong but ever since thursday i have been feeling upset and missing my ex. on saturday night i talked to his sister who informed me his other sister(whom which i used to be very close to) was having a birthday party for her oldest son at a bowling alley. i wondered why my son was not invited since he and her two boys play so good together. the younger sister said she did not know why. then yesterday i received a call from her telling me she just returned from the party and my ex brought his married girlfriend and her two kids to the party. what the hell ???? why would he be so selfish??? i just am livid!!! why would he not think about his own two children ??? and to top it all off he is supposedly turning himself in today to go to jail for who the hell knows how long - why would he not want to see the children before he goes back to jail??? i just am upset and hurt and i really need to find a domestic abuse counselor in my area to talk to . everything that has gone on and continues to go on is eating me up inside !! i don't understand why i keep feeling this emptiness and yearning to go back with that loser!!!!
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| Mon, 03-15-2004 - 9:22am |
We have all felt that way before.
