My guy proposed but I met somebody
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My guy proposed but I met somebody
| Tue, 03-16-2004 - 9:38am |
Hi Everyone! Some of you may remember me...but here's an update. My boyfriend proposed to me sat night at my birthday party in front of 30 people. He bought me a gorgeous ring and things have been go as well as can be expected.
I have a friend "K" who I am starting to have feelings for... "K" was working as a server at my party. He was dismayed that i said yes to my boyfriend but offered me a congratulatory hug.
Needless to say later that night my boyfriend got drunk. He accused me of talking to "K" at my party and slammed me against a wall at my cousins house. I ran out to my car and he shattered my windshield on my one year old car with his fist. I was getting in my car and he slammed my leg in the door but i got the heck outta there. I called "K" and i met him at his house. We drove around, talked and i was such a mess...scared to go home. "K" is very sincere and has always been a gracious person.
We kissed--nothing more and I went home to bed but now I am very confused...He's a great listener so you can imagine Im starting to develop some sort of feelings for this person...oh....im very confused.
Last night my boyfriend came begging, crying! oh my god....i felt so guilty. My boyfriend took my car this morning to fix the window. I know I made a mistake by accepting his proposal. i just need to vent and am so scared. If he finds out thats it. thats it.
I have a friend "K" who I am starting to have feelings for... "K" was working as a server at my party. He was dismayed that i said yes to my boyfriend but offered me a congratulatory hug.
Needless to say later that night my boyfriend got drunk. He accused me of talking to "K" at my party and slammed me against a wall at my cousins house. I ran out to my car and he shattered my windshield on my one year old car with his fist. I was getting in my car and he slammed my leg in the door but i got the heck outta there. I called "K" and i met him at his house. We drove around, talked and i was such a mess...scared to go home. "K" is very sincere and has always been a gracious person.
We kissed--nothing more and I went home to bed but now I am very confused...He's a great listener so you can imagine Im starting to develop some sort of feelings for this person...oh....im very confused.
Last night my boyfriend came begging, crying! oh my god....i felt so guilty. My boyfriend took my car this morning to fix the window. I know I made a mistake by accepting his proposal. i just need to vent and am so scared. If he finds out thats it. thats it.

Hi sweetie -
Better now than after you get married.
CL-Blueliner4