I still don't know what to do....
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| Thu, 03-18-2004 - 2:25pm |
I don't know what the heck I'm supposed to do. I'm thinking of calling my other sister. She was in a physically abusive marriage until her H killed himself. It has been years and I was only around 8 or 9 when it happened, so she has never really talked to me about it much, although, I was at her home when a lot of things took place. But I don't know if it will help me know what to do, or not.
I hate this feeling of confusion! I like knowing what I'm going to do and then doing it. This is so unlike me! It makes me hate him even more for making me be something I'm not. And now, he's acting like nothing happened when he is on the phone with me, but when he comes home, he doesn't speak to me unless he has to. It is very unreal and creepy.

It sounds like your mom is doing some avoidance with you, possibly due to the other sister's experiences.
CL-Blueliner4