Upset and need to vent
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Upset and need to vent
| Sat, 05-08-2004 - 12:25am |
I went out tonight with some friends including the one guy friend I have. Well,I always thought he had some possible abusive qualities.... He got pissed at me because I answered his phone when a mutual friend of ours called. Turns out he had lied to his friend and told him he was working late tonight and couldn't help him with something. Anyways he was so angry at me and told me if I ever touch his phone again he'd punch me in the face!!!! Holy crow!!!! I almost freaked out on him right there. But just stayed calm and told him to relax and then told him that if he ever spoke to me like that again I'd kick his a$$.. He apologized but now I am so upset!! I don't know why exactly....maybe because I wonder if I will ever have good judgement in men. Also because I thought this guy was my friend but he's so selfish he doesn't even care how I'm doing with everything. He doesn't know anything other than I am seperated. I think it just brought up alot of feelings!
I just need to cut him out of my life. I know this.... I just need to do it! Just like with my ex. I just want to move forward and meet someone even though I know that I'm not ready.
Just needing some support and positive thoughts.

Oh, honey, I'm sorry tonight didn't go very well.
CL-Blueliner4