Ok I took a stupid pill last night...
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| Sun, 05-16-2004 - 10:45pm |
So what is wrong with ME!!! This man over the years has done and said things to me that are just sooo wrong on many levels and I go crawling back to him. Afterwards I was crying I just wanted to feel safe in his arms WHAT!!! This is the same person who has made me afraid how can I feel safe one day and scared by the same person another. This is soooo very sick its not funny. I thought I was a pretty smart person, you know I am the one everyone comes to for advice people ask me all the time what to do!! So why is my own advise so hard to swallow I mean if I was reading this I would have lots to say but because its me I don't know I just sound like a idiot. Who does this who lets someone do this to them and then goes back for another serve ....HELLO grow a brain! I keep telling myself he gets it, he gets how much he has hurt me, he gets it, he will change, he is that 1% he's going to DV councelling.....convincing myself that this time it will be different. I am so p***ed at myself today it is not funny!!
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Peace and hugs,
Cheryl =)
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