I fear him....
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I fear him....
| Sat, 06-05-2004 - 1:40am |
We had a big blow out tonight regarding the divorce. His last words to me were, "I want you out of my life......FOR GOOD!"
I'm not sure how to take those words...but tonight..I am nervous. There were just a few occasions that I ever feared him physically. I feared him in every other aspect including emotionally, verbally and financially..but tonight...I fear him....physically. He told me he never wanted to look at my eyes again.
This all after he found out that I didn't want to settle out of court. He now is fearful of losing something in his life (home, money) to me....unfortunatly he is already having a hard time fearing the loss of his control over me. I have never heard him as angry as I did tonight.
Please pray for my children and myself this weekend...hopefully he will calm down a little.
I'm not sure how to take those words...but tonight..I am nervous. There were just a few occasions that I ever feared him physically. I feared him in every other aspect including emotionally, verbally and financially..but tonight...I fear him....physically. He told me he never wanted to look at my eyes again.
This all after he found out that I didn't want to settle out of court. He now is fearful of losing something in his life (home, money) to me....unfortunatly he is already having a hard time fearing the loss of his control over me. I have never heard him as angry as I did tonight.
Please pray for my children and myself this weekend...hopefully he will calm down a little.
brooke

Abusers hate having the world find out about their behaviour and will do about anything to keep it hidden. He's not worried about losing money or the house, he's worried about being found out for what he really is, an abuser.
Be pro-active brooke, get out there and get help, it's there, you have to ask for it.
Do not just sit back and let things happen that will be out of your control, do something about it.
Call your shelter, if he's scaring you this much then take the children and go there until this has been settled. There is nothing worse than to have help and support right there for you and you choose to ignore it. Use the system that is there to help you brooke, it will make not only your life easier through this, but your childrens also.
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