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It's been a few months
| Tue, 06-15-2004 - 1:27pm |
Hi all. I haven't posted here in a few months. I left my H of 2 years of marriage and 10 yrs together in Jan after he went to jail for DV. We do have 2 dd's so I do still deal with him. I am pg with another mans baby, the man who I guess you could say saved me from going back. My problem is my ex still seems to have a certain amount of control over me.He still is very verbally abusive w/me. He belittles me and puts me down every chance he gets and then tells me he still has feelings for me. I DO NOT want to be with him, but I cant' seem to cut ties w/ him. I am finally getting the courage I need to file the divorce papers, but I am still worried. I guess what I need is how have others gotten over the loss of being alone after being with someone for sooo long. I am not used to being alone. Some days it's nice and others I am so lonely. Christina


