alone on Christmas

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Registered: 11-28-2004
alone on Christmas
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Fri, 12-24-2004 - 2:45pm
Once again my husband and I got in a fight today, and to make me feel worse he packed up my son and left with him. It's my son's first Christmas and he does this to me. I must be a glutten for punishment to stay in this marriage with him, but I keep thinking it will change. I guess I'm crazy. I just don't know how much more I can take of this. I cry so much sometimes I think I'm gonna go out of my mind. I could never make a person feel like this. I just hope the saying is true"what goes around comes around"
If anyone else out there is having a terrible holiday like I am... from me to you try to have a Merry Christmas.
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Registered: 12-05-2004
In reply to: landt3
Fri, 12-24-2004 - 3:18pm
Hi, i am sorry this is a terrible Christmas for you. It is for me too, so please don't feel alone. My husband is deployed overseas right now and we are contemplating a divorce when he gets home, or should I say I am because of his emotional and verbal abuse. I understand how you feel about never wanting to ever make a person feel like that. Its no fun and on how anyone could do this to another person is beyond me. Please remember no matter happens is that you are not alone. Heather
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Registered: 04-04-2003
In reply to: landt3
Fri, 12-24-2004 - 10:04pm
Im not married or anything, I was w/the abusive exbf tho. I was dealing w/two abusers at once at one point in time, now I just deal with the abusive mother. I've been dealing w/bouts of depression of and on this month. My mother, because she was tired and in pain this morning decided to snap and yell at me. She physically abused me as a child growing up, now its all yelling and screaming at me. She lit into me today so I went in my room locked myself up for a couple hours and just cried, because I am sick of everything because I just can't do it anymore. I can only pray that she won't yell at me tomorrow and she wont tell me to take all her Christmas presents back like she did to me one year. I too, am already having a bad Christmas. I hope yours gets better.