Is this really happening to me?
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| Sat, 01-01-2005 - 1:03am |
Hi everyone,
As some of you have seen my earlier post, I am just coming to reality with the verbally/mental abuse that my husband as put me through for 5 years, I wake up thinking, is it really abuse? Is this really happening to me? I thought we were gonna have a great life together. What do I do now??, I thought my life was all planned out, it feels like i have to start all over again....I just cant come to reality of it all, that I HAVE a abusive husband....how could he do this to me, he told me he loved me, he said he would never hurt me, he said he would protect me.
I am having such a hard time with this...when do I tell the family, when do I confront the husband that I am leaving....BUT, is he really abusing me, this is what I keep asking myself, or is it just denial and I dont want to face the truth of it all because I have been covering it up for so long.
I think I am slowly coming out of the numbness of it, I can see the light at the end, I think, I hope,....am I going crazy or is this normal? Please someone help..
Edited 1/1/2005 1:07 am ET ET by iv_skorpio
| Sat, 01-01-2005 - 8:34am |
| Sat, 01-01-2005 - 12:04pm |
