kicking myself- I called him

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Registered: 04-16-2003
kicking myself- I called him
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Wed, 01-05-2005 - 6:47pm

I almost called him yesteday, but didn't... almost last night, but I didn't..... but this afternoon I did )o: I only talked to him for a few minutes, then said I had to go.... he said he would call me in a couple days.....

How come if they make us sad, we miss them????? I mentioned it before, I think it is like an addiction.... plus I guess it's normal if you've lived with someone a long time to miss them.

Last night I was trying to think of positive things about him I missed....... I couldn't think of any over the last few years )o: He used to be fun with occasional mood swings, then just okay with more frequent mood swings, but the last few years he gradually got more and more mean..... I feel like it's my fault, like I made him unhappy and crazy....

Big SIGH

Thanks for letting me vent

 

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-12-2003
Wed, 01-05-2005 - 8:09pm

Oh, hon.


You are not responsible for his behavior.

CL-Blueliner4