Our anniversary today....
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| Mon, 07-18-2005 - 8:04pm |
Made separate post but for background read prior post from yesterday from sn sonanddaughter..
He came home early from work like a surpise for me. Wanted to take me out to dinner to talk. LOL yeah rite. It was weird the other day I was out in front just looking at my surroundings thinking ...I am done...we are done..no more I am ready.
I begged him to go out to his karate class tonite and could not believe I would not go out to dinner with him. We no longer have nothing in common everything died. The put downs, the slap upside my head, I am done, I am not afraid to be alone, I have been alone for the last 23 years. It's the moving legal bull$$$$ that is gonna give me a freaken headache LOL..
Anyway that is my victory, not for my kids, not for my mom, not for him but for ME. and the Wendy's tonite I got for MYself never tasted better LOL...

Thanks ..I mean it is bittersweet and I can actually see where he tried but we are sooo passed all that go out to dinner and talk crap. We agree on nothing and the belittling in front of daughter is DONE.
I tried to talk one more time this weekend and he was sooo busy getting ready for fishing trip etc...o well on with my life...now I just have to stick to my guns and git 'er done.