My Witch Trials

iVillage Member
Registered: 09-07-2004
My Witch Trials
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Tue, 08-09-2005 - 10:33am

I know exactly how those innocent people felt who were persecuted in the Salem Witch Trials......
MY TRIALS
When the accusations come....because they always come
I feel confused and hurt and scared

I argue and try to make him understand that I am not guily
How can he think I am guilty

He is rightous and indignant and convinced of my guilt
How can I think that I am not, how dare I lie to him

I beg and I plead for understanding
It does not come

He tricks and confuses with lies and I love you's
He just wants to know that I love him and him only

I am exhausted and crying
He wants to make love to show that he forgives me

I don't know why, but I let him
I cry more because I feel dirty for letting him touch me

He has won because he has control again
I have lost because another piece of me is gone

I feel like I have truly sold my soul to the devil which is him
what price will I pay this time and when is the price going to be too high?

This is my witch trial and my sentence is to live in Hell
One day soon though I will grow wings strong enough to leave

iVillage Member
Registered: 04-04-2003
Tue, 08-09-2005 - 12:05pm
I used to be where you were.