Checking In

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Registered: 06-14-2005
Checking In
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Tue, 08-23-2005 - 7:30am

Hi everyone,

Haven't posted in a while. My work laptop had a meltdown and the home computer was safe. I am still with my abuser and things continue to get worse. I try to attend support group when I can and even though I am getting this help, I still feel weak, depressed and scared but numb as well. Is such a thing possible?

I started going to group in June so I guess I have to give myself time to learn how to love myself, that is the underlying message we hear in group all the time. It's sad that so many of us don't know how, and I feel that if we did, we would have left our abusers a long time ago.

Sometimes I wish I still had the blinders on, because I at least could be happy sometimes.

Hugs,

bhappyagain

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iVillage Member
Registered: 02-08-2005
In reply to: bhappyagain
Tue, 08-23-2005 - 9:46am

Hey Girl, glad you swung by to say hello!

5yrssm