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Make up time
| Fri, 05-12-2006 - 9:21am |
Well now after last weekend of him getting in a fight at the bar for pushing me and recording my phone conversations at our house a few days after that. I guess I'm suppose to forget everything and be happy. Which of course I gave in yesterday. First thing he wanted to do was have sex. I felt discussted the whole time. He keeps telling me that we need to end this war we have going on. Well it's not a war until I start standing up for myself. He is driving me crazy!! I'm tired of the mind games, double standards, and so on. He is slowly eating away at my spirit. I am so disappointed in myself for giving in but I know he will turn into the biggest jerk and try to push my buttons!

Yup, he's performing beautifully from the Abuser's Manual here- we now have the "honeymoon cycle", where he tries to kiss up to you. Soon, it will be back to same old same old.
What do you think, now that you can identify what's going on?