thanks for listening

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Registered: 04-21-2003
thanks for listening
Thu, 12-07-2006 - 11:55am
Its ok if no one writes back, I feel like all I have been doing is complaining. I drove all the way back, over 1,000 miles to get more stuff, and so my daughter's father could see her. (Mind you we had only been gone 2.5 weeks). I don't ever want to do this again. I tell you within 24 hours he made me feel like a complete piece of crap. All it took was a sentence or two, and being in this prison. Then my mom sends me a text today that says she doesn't want me to leave. My family is totally on his side!!!! I feel like I am going crazy. I even called the DVC hotline last night and they were nice this time. I don't even need a place to go I have that. I just need to have my head together enough to get the important papers and get out of the house. There were so many things I needed to do here - pick up drycleaning, holiday shopping, cards, hair and doctor appointment, fun stuff for my daughter. NOTHING got done in almost a week. I feel like a piece of crap. He has been so mean to us. I know I will have to come back at some point, I am so many things here. But I never want to go through this again. Ever. I feel like I am falling apart, and I was doing so good for the past two weeks before I came here. Thanks for listening.