I'm full of hatred!

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Registered: 11-25-2006
I'm full of hatred!
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Wed, 12-27-2006 - 6:31pm

I'm just sitting here in front of my computer thinking of things to do, that I know shouldn't. I hate him. How can I take care of my girls when I can't even get an RO to protect myself.I will be honest with you guys, all that hard work to get my self esteem up and feeling pretty and worth while, F______ it, it's all gone. He took it all away from me, in 10 mins. 10 freaking mins.
I can't even cry anymore right now. God, I hate me.

Lisa

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Registered: 05-19-2006
Thu, 12-28-2006 - 12:36am

Hi Lisa,

Just wanted to send some ((HUGS)) your way. Everyone goes through good days and bad days. Sounds like you are having an off day. I hope you start to feel better soon. I still have bad days too you know.. it is normal to feel like that. If you never got sad, then I would be a little concerned. I hate it when I get sad, so I know how you feel. It will pass... with time.

Lauren

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Registered: 04-21-2003
Thu, 12-28-2006 - 1:08am
Hey sweetie I know it takes ten minutes and wooosh - there you are again - well that is how I feel sometimes anyway. Can you do something really nice for yourself??? Sephoria (makeup store) does free makeovers if you plan on buying anything there, or maybe get a pedicure, or maybe check out a new website or book or go for a walk???