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Registered: 11-25-2006
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Fri, 12-29-2006 - 1:26pm

Hi everyone,
hope your all doing good. I am just numb, crying at times, worrying constantly about what he's doing! I have not received not one hangup or wrong # since court. Remember I told you guys that I had messages on my phone, well they DISAPPEARED. I am assuming that while we were in front of the judge, since he was soooo close to me, and she said dial the voice mail he saw me punch in the code 4 numbers. The police called yesterday wanting to hear the messages and they were gone, they said call my phone company and I did, Comcast did everything to retrieve the messages, but they were gone. He promised me he would make me look like a big liar and he's doing it. I changed the code, and the police said don't change the number, he'll get desperate and he will call. The detective also said that he will charge him with harassing phone calls, he was honest with me and said that he doesn't know how that will hold in court, but at least they'll know he's not a saint. To make sure I go to court, he'll send me the info, he's doing what he can.
I called a DV counselor, what does a DV counselor actually do? She wanted to meet today, but I asked for tuesday I need a break from all of this madness. I feel uneasy not knowing what he's doing, what his next devious move, but I do know that he's going to take me to court for the girls, I'm just scared. feeling like sh_ t!
I forgot to tell you guys,when we were in court he told his PO that I am just jeolous because he's seeing someone else, and she told the advocate, so the advocate tells me and I said to her, he is working the whole system, he told you that because I don't know what he's doing, I don't call him or ask, and he didn't know how to let me know so he used you and the PO, I don't know if that makes any sense to you guys. I swear to god, that I feel like I'm the crazy one. He used you like he uses everyone.
Am I thinking things that really happening, is my imagination going wild. God, I need help.

Lisa