My nc update
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| Wed, 12-10-2003 - 4:41pm |
Feel better today than I have in a while. I do appreciate all of the support on this board, whether directed at me or someone else. I don't feel alone going through this. Of course, my family learned he was married and that was the last they wanted to hear of the situation. I felt like I had nowhere to turn until I found this.
I am nowhere near ready to say it is finished for good, but with each passing hour, I feel like I might be able to tell him "stop" again, if he gets through to me. My stress level is way down without the worry of his moodiness or what might happen if we talk. I hope to continue down this path and garner enough strength to tell him NO when he does get through to me. He will try, I know that, but, he is married and therefore, off limits to me regardless of what we had before. He is not mine to have, period!
Man, that felt good to say!
Have a great evening everyone!

I can just now say I am finishing up NC day two it is 9pm here now. I am so happy and proud. I was gone most of the day so easy not to check his wifes board but I have chances and haven't. Beating this addiction is hard.
Hey take baby steps. I am taking priemie baby steps. But guess what? We finished day 2!
I am glad you are finding strength. Ok so know you know it is there so wehn he does contact you cause he will contact you you can pull deep down and get that strenght and say no to him. It will be hard but can be done you have the strenght. And remember you may be shaking and sick to your stomach when this happens but you will feel so good when it is over and you have come out on top.
Cali~
This is so hard to do, but it MUST be done... and, we can do it!
Stay strong, Cali!