Good and bad moments
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| Sun, 12-14-2003 - 5:22pm |
It's late Sunday afternoon. I worked with MM today and can honestly say all went very well. We talked for a few minutes about how hard this is, how we are both struggling, and once we got that out of the way, we were able to work together and actually have fun.
So I was feeling good, feeling strong... then suddenly after I had been home for an hour or so, I started feeling really down again. Not sure what triggered it, but would like to figure that out. I know he cares for me. I know he is hurting and struggling as much as I am. I know this. This afternoon, it was enough to know that and be happy just being with him and working with him. Right now, I am sad that I can't have with him the R we were starting to build.
So it comes and goes in waves, you know? I am going to stop wallowing, get off the computer, put laundry away, feed the kids, call my H (he's out of town) and try to get some perspective back.
Just having a blue moment. Am glad you are here to share with. Thanks.
Anna

hang in there.
Jazzdiva