Tonyshep's apology
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| Thu, 12-18-2003 - 8:20am |
I thank everyone who posted here -- and to those who think I never listened to what they said, they were wrong. I appreciate and treasure every post.
My crazy behavior? Well, OW told me it was over 2 months ago. A week and a half later, after seeing me again for 5 minutes she wanted the A back stronger than ever.
In fact, she broke it off twice, and so did I -- and each time she resumed stronger than ever!
So, you see, I thought appearing at her door, enetering her place even though we had broken up the day before, etc., would again result in winning her back.
But WHY do I want her back? The thing I DONT understand is -- I KNOW the relationship is based on 'fantasy' -- I want to stay with my wife -- but the allure of someone 17 years younger than me wanting to start a life with me, loving me, finding me attractive, was so so strong. AND THAT'S what I'm trying to get over.
