I feel like i'm dying inside..help me
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I feel like i'm dying inside..help me
| Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:21pm |
I added OM back to my messenger and after 4 months of crying over him,hurting and bleeding inside he messaged me just a few minutes ago to tell me he's getting married Jan.3rd.
This from a man thats been divorced for 4 years,never wanted a serious relationship with me(or anyone he said),was scared to death of commitment,now he's getting married!!!
what a damn fool i am...still hurting and trying to heal from him,barely able to get out of bed some mornings because i'm hurting so much..and he's over me and getting married!!!
I have a bbottle of pilss that are calling my name..i swear i want to die..right nowe no waiting..forgive my spelling i'm crying too hard to think.

I don't have the words to ease your pain, but please reach out to a crisis line... they can talk you through this....
My prayers and thoughts are with you...
please email @ pumpkin_pie79@hotmail.com....
Please don't do anything foolish because just like Christmas, his wedding day and all this pain you're going through.....they will all pass, I promise! And, you will be stronger at this time next month! You have to give yourself a chance!
As for xOM/MM...if I were you, I'd take the higher road by sending him a good luck card and simply signing my name...he won't know what hit him because he'll always wonder how come you could be so kind.
Thanks,
ns
Secret
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't take those pills. I have been there girl, i swear to you that I have...its an ugly and very hurtful place...I didn't do it though, and I'm so happy.........life is too precious....this man might seem like the most important person to you in the world but he's not...YOU ARE! You are more important then him! You broke up for a reason,,,obviously he isn't good enough for you....
do you have someone you can call right now? You shouldn't be alone.
Jazzdiva