I feel like i'm dying inside..help me

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Registered: 07-07-2003
I feel like i'm dying inside..help me
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Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:21pm
I added OM back to my messenger and after 4 months of crying over him,hurting and bleeding inside he messaged me just a few minutes ago to tell me he's getting married Jan.3rd.

This from a man thats been divorced for 4 years,never wanted a serious relationship with me(or anyone he said),was scared to death of commitment,now he's getting married!!!

what a damn fool i am...still hurting and trying to heal from him,barely able to get out of bed some mornings because i'm hurting so much..and he's over me and getting married!!!

I have a bbottle of pilss that are calling my name..i swear i want to die..right nowe no waiting..forgive my spelling i'm crying too hard to think.

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Registered: 04-12-2003
Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:26pm
Please, please call a crisis line.

I don't have the words to ease your pain, but please reach out to a crisis line... they can talk you through this....

My prayers and thoughts are with you...

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Registered: 10-12-2003
Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:26pm
so lost, you've been such a great help to me....please take some of that wonderful advice you've given to me. Don't take those pills.....hes not worth it. Hang in there.
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Registered: 10-12-2003
Thu, 12-18-2003 - 1:32pm
solost:

please email @ pumpkin_pie79@hotmail.com....
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Registered: 11-19-2003
Thu, 12-18-2003 - 6:50pm
SoLost...........TALK TO US!!! You hiding right now is upsetting many of us...please think about us and let us know you're okay!

Please don't do anything foolish because just like Christmas, his wedding day and all this pain you're going through.....they will all pass, I promise! And, you will be stronger at this time next month! You have to give yourself a chance!

As for xOM/MM...if I were you, I'd take the higher road by sending him a good luck card and simply signing my name...he won't know what hit him because he'll always wonder how come you could be so kind.

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Registered: 07-10-2003
Thu, 12-18-2003 - 11:00pm
That is really good advice, Caring4me!!!

Thanks,

ns

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Registered: 09-22-2003
Fri, 12-19-2003 - 1:39am
solost, you are put on this earth for a purpose, and already you have helped so many people on this board with all your posts, and that's just on this board. In your lifetime, in the past and in the years to come, you are going to help other people too. You are a good person, loving someone who wasn't meant to be yours cannot take that away from you. Hang in there sweetie, we're with you in spirit. VIRTUAL HUG!!
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Registered: 05-21-2003
Fri, 12-19-2003 - 11:07am
Solo, you've been there for me so now let me return the favor. You are too important to let a man do this to you. You need to get your butt out of bed and take on the world. Life is so precious. Talk to us. I know it stinks. We've all had some pretty bad times. But it will get better. Is there anything I can do to help you? Please let me know. Were all in the same boat here. Different stories but all of our pain is real. We all need to help one another. Let us help. Please.

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Fri, 12-19-2003 - 12:21pm
Solo...

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't take those pills. I have been there girl, i swear to you that I have...its an ugly and very hurtful place...I didn't do it though, and I'm so happy.........life is too precious....this man might seem like the most important person to you in the world but he's not...YOU ARE! You are more important then him! You broke up for a reason,,,obviously he isn't good enough for you....

do you have someone you can call right now? You shouldn't be alone.

Jazzdiva