I am so sorry for your emptiness and heartache you must feel. Me and MM have "ended" it so many times before, neither of us have intentions of leaving our Ms, but we always gravitate back. It is so hard and I hurt with you and for you. You have two very good men in your life and it's good you can be friends w/ MM (same w/ me), except my H has a very mean streak that surfaces every now and then which he is trying to control (without counseling, so what does that say). Me and my MM (xMM) will always be friends, we just cut out the benefits part. I know he will always occupy a special place in my heart.
My heart goes out to you. Take your MMs advice and really concentrate on your M and DH now. It will be hard because you're mourning the loss of your MM at the same time and have to cover over it.
I am so sorry for your emptiness and heartache you must feel. Me and MM have "ended" it so many times before, neither of us have intentions of leaving our Ms, but we always gravitate back. It is so hard and I hurt with you and for you. You have two very good men in your life and it's good you can be friends w/ MM (same w/ me), except my H has a very mean streak that surfaces every now and then which he is trying to control (without counseling, so what does that say). Me and my MM (xMM) will always be friends, we just cut out the benefits part. I know he will always occupy a special place in my heart.
My heart goes out to you. Take your MMs advice and really concentrate on your M and DH now. It will be hard because you're mourning the loss of your MM at the same time and have to cover over it.
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Luvin