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| Fri, 12-19-2003 - 5:03pm |
Thanks to everyone who responded to my post below. right now i don't have the energy to reapond to everyone but I will. I still feel like crap and want to cry. My mom is at my bro's right now so now I can cry.
The witch e-mailed me back again (his other woman he cheated with years ago) and said that since I personally attacted her she was going to respond and my XMM will know about the e-mail. She basically said over and over it was MY fault that my XMM and our relationship didn't work and I am a child. She said I need to leave him alone he has moved on and our relationship is unrepairable. I can not believe I feel this low again.
It is hard with my mom here every minute cause I can't cry like I want too. I have had a bad headache for three days now and am going down again.
Why will he (my XMM) never hurt or get what he deserves?
Cali~

he is going to get his..don't worry. Its not up to us to be the justice makers...that only works in the movies like in Enough when J-Lo kills her ex but its okay....LOL...killing someone is never okay...
You invited this other woman into the pot of crap by emailing her. If XMM is such a prize then why did you have to go to her for answers????? because he wasn't honest maybe? what a shocker....
Girl I'm not blaming you, I did the same thing. I actually called a stranger to ask her what the hell the deal was. Was the best thing I ever did. But in your case all it did was give you more stress. Her email was very accusatory...she kept blaming you for the failure of the relationship.....thats a bunch of crap. HE cheated on his wife, with YOU, with this other woman, and Lord knows who else. HE decided to move in with you. HE decided to go back to his wife....Looks to me like he was the one doing and everyone else was along for the ride. This woman does'nt know jack about you or about your relationship with XMM. You got a little personal with her so she attacked you. Plain and simple. Claws and fangs were out and she knew what she was saying would hurt you. Don't let it destroy all the progress that you have made! I am so proud of you!!!!!!!!! You are NOT going back to that crappy place you were at a month or so ago....I won't let you...i have your phone number i'll try and call you tonight but i dn't have much of a voice due to being sick..plus if your mom is there we ca'nt really bitch and moan.
I emailed you by the way....you logged off as soon as i logged on!
Jazzdiva
What goes around, comes around. I firmly believe that. It may not happen in this lifetime, but it will happen. You have been a source of strength for me and I hope to return some back to you. I have had a good day and maybe, through the keyboard or cyberspace or something, good vibes will come your way.
You are in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong!
Cali~
It will get better....
and thank you....