This too shall pass.........

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Registered: 10-12-2003
This too shall pass.........
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Sat, 12-20-2003 - 5:07pm
it has to right? Ok so the past two days have been hell for me. I made it through 9 days of NC. Before the 9 days I had sent out a stupid e-mail that I got sent back to me on my day 9 of NC which caused me to do a tailspin downward. I have no one to blame but myself for this. If you give someone an opportunity to hurt you they are going to take advantage of it.

So last night I had a good cry and I am back at day 1. I did respond to the e-mails out of anger and hope that doesn't come back annd bite me in the butt. This has been the most horriable thing I have ever experienced and I can't believe people still have the nerve to try and tell me that XMM loved me. Anyway I am going to try to move on once again. Please keep me in your thoughts.

Lost

Cali~

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Registered: 10-25-2003
Sun, 12-21-2003 - 12:31am
Your not lost!

Quit being all drama!

SO what? back at day one. More important things going on around you everyday! Find the beauty in life. Start looking again. If I knew where you lived I would come and take away your computer so you couldn't use it as a life line anymore. Start really living again.

I will give you until the end of the year! When 2004 approaches I want you to take a deep breath and start living again! A new and better year with no mistakes in it. That's how I want to think about it. A new year, new possibilities, I get to start from scratch, you do too!

I really do care about you and want you to be happy! You have so many people around you who care about you. co-workers, friends and your Mom. Be happy! think happy!

Love, Katja

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Registered: 04-02-2003
Sun, 12-21-2003 - 1:04am
GREAT advice Katja!

Cali you KNOW what i'm going thru girl, i sent you an email with the latest.....we are going to get thru this no matter how many DAY ONES there are, okay?

New year, new life...that is such a wonderful way of looking at things. You need to get excited about your future. You know, YOU get to move on with your future and start new...HE goes back to the old life he had, the one that he was so miserable in! Put that in your chamber lady, and fire a round! He has to WORK at loving is wife, you get to meet someone new and available and fall in love...gee...i'm kinda jealous now...

You had a minor setback. It is going to be okay. After all that you hve been thru you can't go back to that scary place again....you've worked too hard to move on!

Jazzdiva