Another reason I'm glad this is ending
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Another reason I'm glad this is ending
| Tue, 12-30-2003 - 7:35pm |
I keep trying to think of the postive reasons to end the affair...here is my latest.
I'm glad this is ending so I don't have to spend another New Years Eve alone, while my MM is kissing his wife at midnight. Sure, I will be alone again this year, but next year, who knows? I could be with someone who loves and respects me; and is excited that we are together for the evening!
Trying to stay strong,
DC

You will get through this too! You have wonderful wisdom for others, I hope you remember it for yourself. Keep hanging in there and be strong.
You may not see it, but I do. You're going to make it. I can tell just from yesterday's posts. You're thinking the right things.
I know you will have scars, but you will get better and stronger for this. Can I make a dopey analogy that I made a few months ago for someone else that seemed to help?
That love you felt seemed very real. I know mine did! And it grew in your heart like a flower or a tree. But dreamcanoe, that tree has fallen down. And right now it may just look like a tree that has fallen; -but it is more than that. Eventually, that tree will grow some moss on it, and break down. The tree will compost. It will take a while, but it is nature, and is therefore inevitable. As the tree composts, and breaks down, it will become soil in your heart. By having this extra soil, and new tree will have a better chance of surviving, as the soil will be richer and better. Even though what you have now seems only like so much sh&t(hah!)and compost, know that something much better will rise out of it.
As a very objective "outside looking in" and disinterested guy, I'll tell you something. I don't know a single single-guy that wouldn't just LOVE to have a woman on his arm that enjoys paddling the way you say you do. That is something that is very appealing, rare, and to be treasured; -guys dig it!
Feed that part of you, dreamcanoe!
You're thinking the right kinds of things!!!!