I was just thinking
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I was just thinking
| Tue, 01-06-2004 - 1:40pm |
Here I am, pouting around with a miserable look on my face. Trying every day not to cry about missing my OM. My ds said yesterday you never cook supper anymore. How ironic that I gave up my A and the LOML for my family, my children that is, and I am so miserable that they aren't getting the mother they deserve either. So we are all losing out. Wouldn't it be better if I were happy, for them, even if it meant breaking up the family?
I know this is an age old debate and I don't mean to get that started. But my ds will be gone to college next year. So, for today I will cook dinner, clean the house, and try to be a happy mom for my kids. After all, look at what I am giving up to be here for them, I may as well make it good.
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After all, look at what I am giving up to be here for them, I may as well make it good.
Weren't you a mother first???
Iknowitstime
(and so do you)
I'm wondering if it's really the end of your A that's bothering you or if it's your life in general. If you aren't happy in your M you have to investigate that, COMPLETELY outside of your EMA. You can stay for your children but I can tell you that it's never easy for your parents to split, even when your children are grown. They will adjust, in time. Take some time for you and figure out what you want in life. Do you want to be in your M 10, 15, 20 years down the line? What will make YOU happy? Sex on the side is not the answer and you know it.