Not healing with time..help me!
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Not healing with time..help me!
| Wed, 01-07-2004 - 1:09pm |
I haven't posted a lot lately but have been reading everything.I guess what someone said in another post holds true for me too,..."i can't lend any advice to anyone in the shape i'm in so i just lurk".
I really thought i was doing okay until he popped online 3 days before xmas to tell me he's getting married jan 3rd.Ever since then,i've been in a deep hole i can't get out of.
We broke up in August...shouldn't i be okay by now???Our relationship lasted almost 2 years,why am i still hurting so much??
I really,really do not want to go on at this point.I am so emotionally exhausted from thinking about him and wondering if he really did get married Sat..i just want to reach inside my chest and rip out my heart..maybe then the hurt would stop.How do i get past this??

Did your X say he still had feelings for you when he emailed you? Or was it just short and "informational?" Either way I know the pain must be awful.
I just lurk here too mostly because of the shape I'm in but I had to reply to you cause I feel so bad for you. All I can say is what I've been telling myself, take one day at a time, take care of yourself, and stay busy. You're stronger than you think! I often feel like not going on but have my children to keep me motivated. Do you have children?
We really have to believe that time will help and I don't think you've had much time yet. If it lasted 2 yrs and you just broke up in August, that's not much time in my opinion.
Just know I'm thinking about you all day today and I'll say a prayer for you. Please vent here and know you're not alone.
Care
I'm sorry that you're so sad right now.
Iknowitstime
(and so do you)