How can it be???
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How can it be???
| Tue, 04-13-2004 - 4:33pm |
How is it that after 6 months of no contact he still occupies my thoughts on and off? I keep telling myself to grow up and get over it. It's not like I have never had a break up or suffered heart break before. Is it because I am still so undecided about my sexless marriage? Is it because I have been sick for two weeks? Has anyone been this way before? I swear the tears would come if my sinus infection wasn't bringing tears to my eyes already. I am feeling so lonely surrounded by all the completely happy people in my life and having to smile through this pain is about to kill me. How can a grown woman be so undecided about life? Thank God I am going back to therapy. Obviously I need it!!!
Karry

I think a big part of your problem is the sexless marriage, your starved for intimacy that comes from a love filled sexual union, thus your mind is wondering around remembering were you had it or tryed to find it.
Even if there is no sex problem it is not that unusual to remember XOM from time to time, being sick and feeling a bit depressed just makes it worse.
Is there a reason your husband is not comeing through for you in that area, perhaps a medical problem, if so there are new drugs that have hit the market that are much better then viagra that could help.
Hang in there , your problems can be beat.
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