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| Wed, 04-14-2004 - 9:05am |
I had a softball practice last night and OM usually swings by and watches for a while. He did not show up last night so when practice was over I drove by his place and left a note that read "Sorry I missed you. Love you." Then I backed out of the driveway and thought to myself "hmmmm I guess I shouldn't be leaving Love You notes if I'm trying to convince him to move on." So I turned around and walked up to the note ripping the Love You off the note. I have a key to his place and for a moment I considered opening the door and leaving the note on the table but instead I left it in the door.
This morning he phones me at the office and says "You kind of got me in trouble last night." Hmm why is that I asked? Well he has a woman who has been trying to date him and I have urged that relationship to some extent. I have made it quite clear to him that I am not going to leave my H so again, it's best that he pursue something more promising. I understand that over the past month it has been apparent that he loves another and she continues to ask him if he is still seeing me. Well I guess last night rather than him going over to her place they returned to his place and it was she who found my note. Whoops! I guess she went on to demand that he call me right then and there and tell me that he will no longer see me. He told her that he would not do that so she peeled out of the driveway and left. Soooo..... isn't that just lovely.
I emphasized to him that it certainly wasn't my intention for things to go down that way. I added that it was a good thing I went back and removed a portion of that note. So of course that has him all curious as to what I had wrote to him. I told him it wasn't important. Imagine had I left it on his table. Yikes!
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I say this because I care. :-)
I kind of stood up for myself a few months ago making the statement to OM of "me fooling around on my H is one thing but for me to ruin a potentially long lasting relationship for you is another." He said he certainly wouldn't place the blame of that on me because he knows what the outcome would be if she ever found out that he and I still had contact. We went into this with our eyes wide open, knowing the risk yet we continued on.
Like somebody here said earlier today - this is an addiction.