Triggered by Summer Nights
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| Fri, 04-16-2004 - 4:17pm |
This is a gigantic trigger for me because as well as being in recovery from this A, I'm also in recovery from alocholism. UGH!!! I'm going to leave my office in a few minutes and go shopping, buy a cute spring outfit and meet my H for DIET COKE and dinner! Looking forward to that, but can't help missing the old days...
A few nights ago for some reason that horrible song from several years ago was in my head "I remember how you loved me, time was all we had until the day you said goodbye, I remember every moment of those endless summer nights." I feel profoundly sad, not so much because I miss the OMM personally, but because I miss the thrill of those endless summer nights of partying with him.
Just needed to share that, because I'm a big believer that you're only as sick as your secrets. Thanks for listening! Now, lets all have a nice evening of NC except with those we're supposed to be having C with!


I have to tell you when I read your email it tugged on my heart strings as I totally understand the anxiety/sadness you get with those kind of memories. The song excerpt was the killer for me. God I almost broke down right there. BUT, I need to empasize the BUT...we will find something to replace these summer memories with something NEW!
So I say go buy yourself something cute and sexy that will make YOU FEEL GOOD ABOUT YOU!
I dont know you, but you sound like you are a beautiful, smart, kind, loving and wonderful person! So please dont feel sad. We will get through these Summer Nights. One day at a time and hopefully this Summer will bring new, thrilling, fun and exciting memories!
ps - I added the wine glass icon to my name for 2 reasons. We used to go out at nights in the summer and enjoy many glasses of wine...mine was Chardonnay and his was a Cabarnet. First reason its up is obvious and the 2nd I figured one day I would be able to go out by myself and enjoy a nice glass of Chardonnay and toast myself to my recovery. I am sorry that you are struggling with Alcoholism...hope my comment in my previous post did not offend you...and if I were there I would give you a big ((HUG!)).
Dipss
Hope you have a great weekend with H.