Memories and thoughts of EXMM
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Memories and thoughts of EXMM
| Mon, 04-26-2004 - 6:42am |
My husband & I celebrated our 20 yr. anniversary this past weekend, went out of town and spent 3 days, just the two of us, it was great. We had a great time, stayed so busy,going and doing things the whole time. It was so good to feel the closeness that we shared.
Thoughts of EXMM popped into my head all weekend, I told myself not to think of him, but they kept coming back.
How is it that you can love your spouse so much, but do something that could cause them so much pain?
I wonder how long thoughts of EXMM will keep popping into my head, will there always be little triggers that remind me of him?
Thoughts of EXMM popped into my head all weekend, I told myself not to think of him, but they kept coming back.
How is it that you can love your spouse so much, but do something that could cause them so much pain?
I wonder how long thoughts of EXMM will keep popping into my head, will there always be little triggers that remind me of him?

Up until this point, I was still hoping that I hadn't lost my friend. I have been over the A for quite some time, just still not over losing the friendship. Life goes on and who knows what the future may hold. I do know that my future will never have an A in it.
Best of luck to you.
I still miss him, but slowly I'm beginning to believe with all of my heart that we are both better off this way, and that I would never go back to the A. That makes it easier to handle those thoughts of him when they sneak up on me.
Hope this feeling passes. I was doing pretty good up until now. Take care,
Dusty
I do a little of both; it depends what kind of day i am having. Often i feel strong enough to think about him in a past tense sort of way; other days, i don't.
Clarice