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Feeling lonely
| Tue, 08-31-2004 - 3:10pm |
It's days like today that throw me for a loop. I can't tell you the last time I thought about ex-MM. BUT!!! today, for some reason he is just as vivid as he would be standing right in front of me.
I don't know if it's him I actully miss. Or, if it's just because I'm lonely. I'm so incredibly lonely. The A has left a void in my life. I keep busy as much as I can, but when things slow down to a snails pace I think of him.
He finally quit trying to contact me........it's really over.
Just needed to get this off my chest. Talk to others that can relate to what I'm saying, and how I feel.
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That realization could be what is making the feelings of loneliness feel so strong right now. Accepting that finality is the hardest part, I think. The good news is -- now that you are at that point, you can really begin to leave everything behind for good!
Also, remember that getting over this goes in cycles, and just because you have hit a little low point today, doesn't mean you won't feel much better tomorrow! And the low points will continue to be less & less frequent.
Glad you posted, hang in there!
I am still very surprised at my XMM for not giving me the 'closure' I was expecting.
I've come to accept it, but it doesn't mean I don't miss him.
It's never easy to lose a friend.
The great thing about this board is that's exactly what it's here for. To vent and get feedback from others that have been there.
Hugs to you.