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well that's that!
| Fri, 09-03-2004 - 3:39pm |
pretty unbelievable how I was SO strong and put together last week and this week I've really worked to screw that up! :(
I'm not sad - more feel guilty for screwing it up - but worry that I'm just gonna have to go through all the hurt again! :(
Is this gonna stay with me the REST OF MY LIFE!? Am I ALWAYS gonna feel like I'm weak to him? I love him SO dang much... maybe I'll never let go! :(

You will get over this, nobody or at least very few at your stage think they will but they do.
Yes every time you cave in you will allow him to put you throw all the pain again for his pleasure that is true.
You know the old saying "IF AT FIRST YOU DO NOT SUCCEED TRY TRY TRY AGAIN"
In many ways it is like giving up any bad habit, if you don not stop trying you will get there in time.
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