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Got the weirdest call today
| Mon, 12-13-2004 - 7:13pm |
Is this weird or what? As I am wallowing in self pity today...my phone rings- something it hasn't been doing lately. My caller ID says it's from my home town so I assume it's my mom, only the phone # is foreign to me. I answer and I'm not sure who it is at first.
It turns out to be a guy I have not talked to in 10 years. It was the first guy to ask me to marry him. I was floored that I had been found or that anyone even wanted to find me- I'd since moved across the country. He told me that he'd heard a song from high school and thought of me(terrible song-"blame it on the rain" by milli vanilli.) So he'd looked me up on the internet and found my #.
He asked me how I was and I told him I was having the worst week ever. I told him everything about the A. We comiserated over failed relationships and talked about what if's...which I don't have to worry about because we live so far apart. I felt better talking to him...knowing that I couldn't use him for any kind of rebound...it was just friends talking. Only better because he really helped my self esteem today. He told me about memories that he had of us...while I was feeling totally unmemorable. He talked about a time that we played pool...and told me that I have such a magnetic personality that all the guys in the room watched me. I mean...I can't tell you how much I needed this phone call today. I have never needed my ego boosted so much in my life.
It doesn't make everything better...I still have crying to do and I still want my forever with my xMM...but I see a light in the darkness that I could not see before.
It turns out to be a guy I have not talked to in 10 years. It was the first guy to ask me to marry him. I was floored that I had been found or that anyone even wanted to find me- I'd since moved across the country. He told me that he'd heard a song from high school and thought of me(terrible song-"blame it on the rain" by milli vanilli.) So he'd looked me up on the internet and found my #.
He asked me how I was and I told him I was having the worst week ever. I told him everything about the A. We comiserated over failed relationships and talked about what if's...which I don't have to worry about because we live so far apart. I felt better talking to him...knowing that I couldn't use him for any kind of rebound...it was just friends talking. Only better because he really helped my self esteem today. He told me about memories that he had of us...while I was feeling totally unmemorable. He talked about a time that we played pool...and told me that I have such a magnetic personality that all the guys in the room watched me. I mean...I can't tell you how much I needed this phone call today. I have never needed my ego boosted so much in my life.
It doesn't make everything better...I still have crying to do and I still want my forever with my xMM...but I see a light in the darkness that I could not see before.

SO Crissy
Is this guy SINGLE, hey you never know how things may work out if he is !!!!, if he's married take care. (I know he's across the country)
I didn't know men looked a personality, all the ones I knew/know look at other things ya know what I mean. (hey at least they were looking right ;o).
Enjoy your portion of flattery we can all use it from time to time.
Free
Crissy,
Isn't it funny how the least expected things can make your day just a little better right at the time you really, really need it. The more I talk about it, the more sane I feel. You are not alone.
SS