Happy Holidays and Starting over

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Registered: 11-13-2003
Happy Holidays and Starting over
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Wed, 12-15-2004 - 8:48pm

Just wanted to pop in and wish everyone Happy holidays. 2005 is coming and a fresh start can be just around the corner with the start of this new year.
I - myself think of all the time I had "invested" in my affair. Boy, 3+ years, is a long time, for me to look back on and see that all I got out of it was tears, heartbreak, on again, off again "love and romance". Not that first gift or token of love. Not that first desire for him to want me to be more to him than "his cake". I'll openly admit that yes I am just as guilty of the affair , as he is. However I CHOSE to get out. He has not decided that yet, and hangs onto his hopes of "having me".

I hope everybody looks to 2005 as a new start to a new beginning to a new life affair free, because at the end 2005 everybody can say, "I lived my life for me, not on the heels or heart strings of someone that probably won't be there for me in 2006!!!"

Love and happiness,
Happy Holidays to all of you and your families!!!!

TCOM

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Registered: 12-28-2003
Wed, 12-15-2004 - 9:14pm

TCOM

MARRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND YOURS, THE BEST IN 2005. (were did the year go)

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