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emotional vomit
| Sun, 12-19-2004 - 9:52pm |
I'm trying so hard. My feelings make me want to throw up. I suspect I'm just feeling sorry for myself but all I can think of is...what's to become of me? My mind feels very....breakable right now. I want a pill that will fix it...but I'm afraid of pills that alter emotions.
I have NEVER been like this in my life.
Just when I take a step forward...I take 2 steps back. I wish that my stupid eyes would run out of tears. I know that the NC is the right thing to do right now...but- bleghhhhhh! it makes me sick.

Crissy
What your suffering from right now is more then likely WITHDRAWL, just like drug withdrawl, in fact it includes just that.
There is no reason you should stop yourself from crying, it is your natural means of venting all the emotional stress from what your going through, let nature handle it, cry tell your finish as often as you need to, THERE NOTHING WRONG WITH IT, in fact there is much right with it.
Know that your doing the right thing, your future will be your own to shape anyway you want to, if your concerned about ending up alone don't be clearly men find you attractive and charming, when you get this behind you they will still be there and you can decide on a nice healthy SINGLE man that is not a cheater like XMM, no were to go but up from him.
JMNSHO
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