I told XOM to stop calling...
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| Mon, 12-20-2004 - 3:38pm |
He figured out that he couldn't get thru to me on the cell so he was calling my house with his number showing on my caller ID! I had to call him back to tell him to stop, it was a very short and to the point phone call. I told him that I couldnt' have his number showing up on my caller iD and for him to please stop. He said he was hoping that I'd see the number and call him back. I told him that I couldnt' talk to him and that I'd call him another time (lie). Honestly I felt bad for him, he sounded so sad...but that is just part of his manipulation. That is how he was roping me in for years and then would abuse me.
Well, that was Thursday and I still haven't called him back and i don't plan on it. How many times can you say goodbye? What is the point? I think that maybe he'll get the hint that its over and he'll go away. I have too much pent up emotion, if I were to speak to him now it would be very emotional and very sad. He won't have any more of my tears. I have shed too many over him through the years.
I'm proud of myself. I am not falling apart, i am not wallowing in self pity...I am simply going on with my life and taking care of ME.

Jazzdiva