Just checking in :)

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Registered: 10-01-2009
Just checking in :)
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Mon, 03-08-2010 - 1:28pm

Hi everyone,

I've been kind of quiet. So, I just wanted to check in and let you know that I am doing well. I have stuck to NC, and it's been a rollercoaster of emotions. Up and down and all over the place.

But, I can feel the fog lift just a bit. When I think of him now, I feel a little bit disgusted.... and my H and I have been spending alot of quality fun time together which has helped. :)

Anyway, just wanted to let you all know that I'm still here, still hanging on, still doing good. Thank you for all your support so far :)

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Registered: 12-07-2009
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 2:19pm

HR,


Thanks for popping in, honey. I'm very happy to read that you are sticking to NC, reconnecting with your H, and allowing that blasted

   ~Iddy~ 


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Mon, 03-08-2010 - 3:36pm
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Registered: 10-01-2009
Mon, 03-08-2010 - 4:42pm

Iddy- THANK YOU :) It means a lot to me to hear you say you are proud of me! Thank you for cheering me on, and for putting up with me and all the times I have messed up. I know I haven't been an easy one to deal with :) lol

Alice- I am glad that my post can help you in some small way. I know what you mean....there are still lots of moments during the day when I feel like I can't breathe, and I get that urge....but I know that those moments will pass. I just try to focus on something else and let it pass. After it passes, I feel so much better and so glad that I didn't break NC. Hang in there girl. :)

Hazel