what is wrong with me

iVillage Member
Registered: 02-15-2007
what is wrong with me
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Sat, 03-13-2010 - 2:39pm
I have been so good at N/C L/C with my boss. The girl I work with pretty much did not like her from the start. But last yr made up my mind to at least get along. My T said she was not the problem.
Well she said she only wanted to work 2 days this yr. Because she has a problem with 14yr Son.I do the schedule....Then my boss xap text me last night about finding a replacement for her. I asked stupidly if she was working at anoth location. He text back saying
she was working at another location one day. Now she is also the bookeeper. Had a few drinks last night and text her, saying she got what she always wanted. She said I did not know what I was talking about. Well i was awake all night felt shi*y. Then I called him this morning to tell him what I did because i feel bad. I can believe I am still here with my emotions. thought I was doing so much better. I just want to curl up and die. And here i am trying to pack to go see my grandson, but i feel so sad about what I did. If there is anyone lurking on this board and is thinking about having an A let me tell u do NOT.....it can ruin your life
iVillage Member
Registered: 12-07-2009
Sun, 03-14-2010 - 10:18am
Oh, LL, I'm so sorry you were hurting last night. I hope today is better and that you have a wonderful visit with your grandson!!