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| Sun, 05-01-2005 - 12:53am |
About a month ago I posted about a young woman I fell in love with. I really put the time and effort to show that I wanted this to have more substance than just the usual "Friends with Benefits." Spent 28 years to finally grow up and itwas ME that had to change myself. Not my ex's in the past which most felt they had to do and it frustrated them. I just didn't know what I wanted.
This young girl, we always had an interest. I am close to her sis's and even her parents. She's 23/me 31. I really went above and beyond to make this RL the best it could be but timing was off and she just had up and down feelings with the RL. It's amazing cause we always had something between us. Her family has kept quiet about her around me and I don't bring her up. The last I heard from her was a VM asking how I was doing a few weeks ago. I just couldn't call her back because I am emotionally still into her and I have a fear that I'll just be some other ex schmo who tries to call her. I dont' hold myself to that type of guy with her. She has no respect or feelings for them. We were friends prior to our RL so I know how she treated her BF's. Anyways, I know I will run into her soon and I'm just wondering how it will turn out. I still have resentment about the whole break up and and disappointed. Women, if a man shares his love for you, yet you can't reciprocate, is that a bad sign for the LT of the RL? Was it just bad timing? Sometimes I feel she just wanted me to go for it with our RL. Is all lost now that we went to that intimate level and it didn't work out right now? Am I wrong for not calling her back? Would it be a wash out to even try and call her after we stopped talking and maybe sit down for coffee to ask her what was really going on at the time we broke up?
This young girl, we always had an interest. I am close to her sis's and even her parents. She's 23/me 31. I really went above and beyond to make this RL the best it could be but timing was off and she just had up and down feelings with the RL. It's amazing cause we always had something between us. Her family has kept quiet about her around me and I don't bring her up. The last I heard from her was a VM asking how I was doing a few weeks ago. I just couldn't call her back because I am emotionally still into her and I have a fear that I'll just be some other ex schmo who tries to call her. I dont' hold myself to that type of guy with her. She has no respect or feelings for them. We were friends prior to our RL so I know how she treated her BF's. Anyways, I know I will run into her soon and I'm just wondering how it will turn out. I still have resentment about the whole break up and and disappointed. Women, if a man shares his love for you, yet you can't reciprocate, is that a bad sign for the LT of the RL? Was it just bad timing? Sometimes I feel she just wanted me to go for it with our RL. Is all lost now that we went to that intimate level and it didn't work out right now? Am I wrong for not calling her back? Would it be a wash out to even try and call her after we stopped talking and maybe sit down for coffee to ask her what was really going on at the time we broke up?

maleconfused...
You basically summed the reason that PG can't be just friends
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