OM left...

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Registered: 07-02-2003
OM left...
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Tue, 08-12-2003 - 7:42pm
Hi everyone,

Well, I helped OM pack up and move yesterday. No dramatic good byes, and I don't really feel that he has left just yet. I feel a little lonely, I guess.

I have been so busy with work/life, I haven't had a chance to think about the 'what ifs' of LD or meeting up in the future.

Obviously, the physical side of the A is over. And I assume the emotional side will eventually fade. But who knows? We didn't officially end the A, and I know he is hoping to meet up with me this winter, but that seems like such a long time away...

Since I wanted to end it, I'm partially relieved that he is gone. But then the other half of me knows I'm going to miss, miss, miss him.

Ok, well, that is all for now.

Alameda





iVillage Member
Registered: 03-26-2003
In reply to: alameda78
Tue, 08-12-2003 - 8:45pm
Don't know if you want an out to your EMA. But I can tell you LD makes no difference. The emotional can be very strong. Have been doing this for 18 months, saw MM once during that time after many years but nothing physical yet. Our phone conversations are keeping us going, IMing is a kick for both of us. Most of the time we can't talk for more than 5 minutes and I waiver, wondering. But he always comes back stronger than ever eventually and somehow, manages to make up for it. And I hang in there knowing he is thinking of me.
iVillage Member
Registered: 03-29-2003
In reply to: alameda78
Tue, 08-12-2003 - 9:26pm
I'm sorry Alameda.

Huge hugs for you!

I don't know what

to say since I've

never been in this

particular situation

but just know we're

here for you!

~passion
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Registered: 05-30-2003
In reply to: alameda78
Wed, 08-13-2003 - 8:49am
Alameda,

Just wanted to send you a hug and let you know that we are here for you. Whatever you decide to do, keep LDEMA or end it all together we will support you and help you along.

Take care and keep yourself busy. DAF