Do those of you in an ok M ever...

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Registered: 07-08-2003
Do those of you in an ok M ever...
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Wed, 08-13-2003 - 2:55pm
go back and front as to which you enjoy being with more, the H or the OM???? Some days I feel like whichever one I spoke with last is the one I love more. I can't seem to make a decision and, fortunately, I guess it's because they're both really decent guys. I've recently become so aware that I'm stringing one of them along although I don't know which one, but its not fair. They're both pressuring me to make a decision, but both feel that they'll wait until I'm ready. I feel like I'm in high school and trying to pick a prom date. No, I feel worse than that. I feel very immature and irresponsible.

mo 7-18-10

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Registered: 04-30-2003
Wed, 08-13-2003 - 3:44pm
My MM knows that I will never leave H...My H just lacks the intimacy, conversation that I desire, and admits it...I Still love him, and he's a wonderful father...I try to look at MM as a special friend, but of course it's much deeper...
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Registered: 03-05-2003
Wed, 08-13-2003 - 3:49pm
I so agree with that. I say all the time that if I could take the good of both of them and and put them into one man, I would be all set. Unfortunately, I have a love/hate relationship with them both at this time and it is hard to figure out where I belong. It has been tempting to end it with both and start over but I am not strong enough yet!!!

Karry

Karry - - who is learning to embrace life on her own raising her miracle, Carley Paige