never to let go.
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never to let go.
| Sun, 09-28-2003 - 9:35pm |
how many times can your heart melt and then shatter. I am finding out the true answer is FOREVER. When your path crosses with your soulmate, there are no limitations. Love to be found by 2, is truely to die for. As my heart does everytime he has to return home. This I understand, for that may be one of the qualities I so do love about my man. 4 years, my heart will never love the same, my body will never feel the same, I just can;t move on. One can not do something they really don;t want to do. I forever would settle for part-time true passionate love, not just sexually, but emotionally than being with someone who only satisfies a few of your desires. 4 years of lonely holidays, promising yourself this for sure will be the last lonely, devestating day you will allow yourself to concore. Looking forward to the next time that your heart, body and soul will feel so right, that it just isn;t possible to give up on love. The love you have always wanted. Rightfully knowing you may never, you may never,never,never be together in the publics eye, but the eye is only something to see, the heart is something we feel. Why these unsurpassing roads we travel, only makes me believe, god for some reason allowed me to travel this road, and it leads me to the same place everytime, in his arms, i would rather be the one by choice than the one by commitment that he feels he must continue. Time does not heal all wounds, but time is accumulating and the bond grows stronger, for we will be together forever, in our hearts which was meant to be, he will always be my true love and I for sure know he will always love me. The tears roll on my cheeks but my heart will not stop. The love and respect and all the memories are far and wide. The man of my dreams, we met some will say too late in life, but who is to say anything is ever too late. The only thing that is too late is to hold back on your heart, by not giving it away to whom ever it may be. I will never regret all the scarifies i have made, just one more kiss and words from deep within the heart, keeps us close and never will we part. NEVER WILL WE PART, WE BELONG TOGETHER EVEN IF ITS JUST WITHIN OUR HEARTS.......Olivia.....
