A letter to the love of my life....
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| Tue, 10-14-2003 - 2:14pm |
You saw me as I saw you. For the first time in a long time.
So many miles between us, the space between reality and sleep escaped me.
I looked into your eyes in which I once swam. You smiled at me and I melted from within. My legs seemed to be floating on air. My eyes in disbelief, my heart struggled with itself with each step I took towards you.
The world slipped away and once again, there we were.
I tried to speak but my lips decieved me. My hands trembled as I reached out to touch you. Is that really you?
Your strong stature slowly faded the closer we became. Your will crumbled, as did mine. We reached out for eachother and in the moment you took me in your arms I felt a rush of emotion. I was elated, my heart overflowed for you.
The seat of my soul was awakened once again. I wanted to drink you in like wine. All those years of us being together and the years since we parted.....I longed for this moment. To smell you, to touch you, to swallow my pride and follow my heart. Speaking only with your eyes you leaned into me and your lips met mine. Such a sweet kiss, I fell under your spell. Your cheek grazed mine and all was right with the world once again. Our tears entertwined as our souls danced together. You are me as I am you. You had to go, I felt your hand slipping away and I begged you not to leave me. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I should have taken the risk. I was so scared. Your masculine arms wrapped around me as we looked out into the ocean. The breeze played with my hair as we sat silent. You told me we will be together again someday. You reassured me and comforted my aching spirit as you always did............I woke up missing you more than ever.
The first time ever I saw your face......... Sigh. We lay on the beach, God shining his warmth upon our cheeks. The soft waves crashed in the background and all that existed in the world were the two of us. I felt your heart beat with mine. Your energy ran through me and your love enveloped me keeping me safe and warm. We were in love. Madly, deeply, frighteningly in love. I'd never before felt anything like this. I saw myself when I looked at you. I saw the man God placed on this earth for me. The man who always knew how to touch my heart so gently. You were, are, that man. There were no questions, no doubts. We didn't rush, you didn't push. You told me I was beautiful and I knew you meant it. Our love affair, there is no comparison. You are my only love, yesterday, now and forever. The last time I saw you....standing there in the airport waving goodbye. My heart was left with you, broken and shattered. You have my heart, my soul, my everything. We are tied together by something much bigger than you and I. I may seem far away but I'm always there by your side as you'll always be with me. Atleast we can visit in our dreams. It can be our secret. Shhhhhhhhh............
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