Horrible sex!
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Horrible sex!
| Wed, 12-03-2003 - 12:21am |
Oh my! I have been in my A for about 11 months now. We (no, I) have tried to end it several times. I even started kind of seeing someone else. Well, I slept with the someone else this past weekend, and it was the most horrible experience!!!! I am not quite sure if it is just because I am still in love with my MM or if the other guy was just horrible! When my MM found out about it, he was pissed off! Told me that it disgusted him to even look at me...well, that was yesterday. Now today, everything is better than it was! I think he understood a little bit of what I go through with the feeling of him going home to his W every night! Now, I am in a little dilema. I still am very much in love with MM, he is still very much M!!! I don't know if that will ever change, of course I hope it does. Now, I could have a very comfortable life with this other guy, I can talk to him about anything, I enjoy spending time with him, but the sex was bad, and I know that he is in love with me. The problem I am trying to figure out is do I settle for the other guy, or do I wait and see what might happen with my MM, the one who has my heart and soul? Anyone have any answers?

dump the SG for the bad sex (believe me, it NEVER improves!) and keep your distance from MM since he's still very much married and i'll assume staying that way! if you're going to date, go for it. you deserve happiness, fun, respect. why stay home when there's a great, big world out there for you to see. MM can stay home if he so chooses, you don't have to! that's the beauty of being single - you get to do whatever you want, whenever you want.
don't "wait" for MM to make up his mind. it's already made up. and yes, he'll be jealous and nasty when and if you find someone to be with, but never, ever settle!! it's just not worth it.
gurl
i'd say date more guys, one will fill all voids for you.....its often not a very wise idea to "wait and see" what will happen with a MM....my MM divorced after we were involved about 2 years but statistics show thats not common.
best to you...honey
hope alls well by you NMR.
honey
WE WOMEN ROCK!!
gurl