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okay- im scared
| Mon, 12-08-2003 - 6:22pm |
just like everyone else i thought that if i cheated once- id get it out of my system. My Dh and i actually broke up before we got married because he was seeing his ex and i kissed a guy. We got back together after that. i think the only reason we are together is my son. Things have never been the same. He doesn't trust me, and i don't care. We married young and i'm too scared to walk away. I am young and i see myself working this out but i don't want my son to hate me-hes 4.
the guy im seeing does not know im married. I would not leave my Dh because i want to be with this guy. I don't think if he finds out im married he would be thrilled. i want to leave my dh because i don't want to be unhappy and i don't want him to be unhappy. he says we could never be friends- i don't know what to do. I do love OM but i also know reality. i'm tired of the lying-
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If you want to leave your H then do it but make sure to do it for you. As far as not telling your OM you are married if it was me I woould tell him. Keep as few secrets as possible its less confusing that way.
The lies were the hardest part of starting an EMA for me, there have been alot of lies to keep it all hidden.
Good Luck...It is a hard decision you are making
Seeburg
hi chrissywags and welcome,
I couldn't agree more with seeburg... whatever you do about your marriage... do it for you! not for your H and certainly not for your OM... you need to find yourself and then what you want from your life... otherwise things may only go wrong again in the future.
I also suggest that you should tell your OM the truth... he needs to know that you are married and needs to make the decision to stay or go based on the truth.
Sweet
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thanks for all your advice