New to This.....Struggling with Feelings
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New to This.....Struggling with Feelings
| Wed, 12-10-2003 - 4:02pm |
Hello All-
I am new to this, never been involved with a MM. It's been 7 months. I am not M. I like him alot, we spend a few days a week together, he lives an hour away. It's difficult, I love him and that's it! Don't want nobody else. I don't expect him to leave, nor do I want him to. I like things just the way they are, but feel if we continue I will be the only to get hurt. How does everyone else deal with this?? He is all I want and think about. There isn't a Man out there that can compare. He was honest about his situation from the start. He's there for me whenever I need him....Help!

He even brought it up again tonight...he wants me to find someone of my own but he still wants me for him...and I said to him...well, what if I do meet someone, maybe we can still be together...and he said, you are going to make love to him and to me??? I dont think he liked that too much...I know he loves his wife in a strange sort of way and I know he loves his children but he loves me too and that makes this a difficult triangle...it definitely isnt easy...but I take what I can get when I can get it!
He asked me tonight if he is the only one for me...and I jokingly said to him...for now...and he says to me that I hurt him...see it is like a double edge sword...we both want what is RIGHT for me but we both want to keep what we have.
It is so wrong, yet so right!
But it is nice to finally see someone in the same situation as me...as many posts as I have read on this board...few are the single gal with the MM, these A's have their own different set of problems...stay in touch!